where do we go from here?

it’s just begun
and already i can see the end in sight
we both knew it couldn’t last
instead we chose to continue
and look past

it’s been ending since the start
falling to pieces all around us
you know it is
i know it is
yet we continue on

we’re dragging our hearts through the mud
hurting ourselves
more than each other

i love you
you know i do
but this isn’t meant to be
i don’t know if your love will ever be enough for me

there’s so many things wrong with us
so many obstacles
so many dreams that are different

we’re going different ways
all i want is for you to stay
it’s only my selfishness telling me to never let you go

i don’t know what to do
i know your happy
but i’m not
I know this is what you’ve always wanted
but i’m not sure what i really want anymore

i have so many unanswered questions
you have too many mysteries

so what do we do?
where do we go from here?