not to let things get to me
choosing to just be happy through it all
it still hurts though
you said you would never let me go
but now things are falling apart
i’m slipping away
you don’t even notice
it’s hard, but maybe we’re better off this way......
you let me go
put your life before me
so how was i supposed to know
if your love was real
trying to make myself believe
that i don’t care
that it doesn’t hurt
but these tears aren’t imaginary
to you
in your life...i’m so secondary
i’m too weak
to try and put up a fight
but then again
the things you won’t change for me
i don’t why I might
blinded so badly
by what i didn’t want to see
i shut out everything
that meant so much to me
i poured so much into you
my heart’s unrecognizably blue
trying not to harden with lies from you
i believed you could be more
but had my world shaken to the core
daydreams i got lost in
until now my eyes were never opened.
i see your love for what it was
scared of your solitude aloneness
drowning in your lustful lewdness
i see you for what you are
strange how the world can show me that
funny how i can realize
what has always been right before these
fogged over eyes
i understand why i need this so
But i don’t know why then
that my heart breaks letting you go.
unjustified in your actions
mistaken by spoken words
lost communication between two worlds
never colliding with reality
we aren’t meant to be
so just accept that fact
move on
get life to move forward on this track
I don’t want to be alone forever
but then you were the one who said “never”
and here we are
stuck in something so volatile
comfort is always in what’s known
but it will never make our lives full
it’s hard, but maybe we’re better off this way......
