trying to concentrate
to listen
to pray
trying not to think of you
cause each memory each thought
my heart will try to betray
each day it gets harder
each day i think of you more
each day its a struggle
to remember your words and your promise
to never close this door
to never close this door
yes, you can know whats best for you
it doesn’t feel that way when it’s killing you
can’t focus
can’t breathe
i need you to be my relief
yet that is too much to ask of you
i know there is only one who can take the burdens of this life
only one who can take you away and bring you back to me brand new.
so i’m doing this for me and for you
that i may be what you need
what you want
what pushes you
and follows after you
what strengthens
and supplies
this is honesty
just look in my eyes.
so i’m doing this for you and for me
that you will become everything God set out for you to be
that you would gain knowledge like never before
look to and lean on Him as your rock....your guiding star
that you would trust whole heartedly in who He is and what He says.
and never lose sight of what the true love really is.
I pray that you would have new understanding
a heart that is full to the brim and ever expanding.
i love you deeply with this heart.
I pray that through these days, weeks, maybe months apart
that God would grow our love for each other, affirm it, renew it
and that from it we’ll never depart.
