the day to day

going through the day to day

trying to concentrate 

to listen

to pray

trying not to think of you

cause each memory each thought 

my heart will try to betray 

each day it gets harder 

each day i think of you more 

each day its a struggle 

to remember your words and your promise
to never close this door

yes, you can know whats best for you

it doesn’t feel that way when it’s killing you

can’t focus 

can’t breathe 

i need you to be my relief 

yet that is too much to ask of you

i know there is only one who can take the burdens of this life

only one who can take you away and bring you back to me brand new. 

so i’m doing this for me and for you

that i may be what you need 

what you want

what pushes you

and follows after you

what strengthens 

and supplies

this is honesty 

just look in my eyes.

so i’m doing this for you and for me

that you will become everything God set out for you to be

that you would gain knowledge like never before

look to and lean on Him as your rock....your guiding star

that you would trust whole heartedly in who He is and what He says.

and never lose sight of what the true love really is. 

I pray that you would have new understanding 

a heart that is full to the brim and ever expanding. 

i love you deeply with this heart. 

I pray that through these days, weeks, maybe months apart

that God would grow our love for each other, affirm it, renew it

and that from it we’ll never depart.