happiness is so elusive

Every moment I waste
wanting nothing but to cry
to just let out all the hurt
turn away
say goodbye

life never feels worth it
only one reason to live
they’re taking everything
when i have nothing left to give

don’t want anything
don’t need anything
there’s never enough i can do
I thought the rules were love them
and you will be loved too

happiness is so elusive
a dream trapped inside itself
you see it
never will you feel it
until you look inside ones self