All I Need is You

I've been going down memory lane lately. It's amazing just to look back and see how different i am now. All the things that were so important to me then have very little importance now. I've matured, i guess you could say. At the same time though I feel like i still have so much farther to go and so many more things to learn. 

Somehow on the last few years things have changed. I've suddenly become an adult and i have no idea how i got to be one. Time slipped by so quickly. It's all so bittersweet to me. One moment i'm a child without a care in the world. The next moment i'm faced with big decisions about my life and future. I'm only 20, but even still I look back and wish i would have just enjoyed being younger and appreciated everything i had then. I don't regret anything from the past, I just wish i would have done things differently. I guess that is just the older wiser me talking though. 

I'm so blessed that God has given me the time that i've had on this earth, and I know He's going to bless me with many more. I am so excited about the future and everything it holds. This is the scariest time in my life because everything is changing, but at the same time it's an exciting adventure. These next few days, weeks, months, and years I want to just fully live in the moment and enjoy everything in it. I don't want to look back and have regrets. I I want tot make mistakes and learn from them. I want to fall hard and realize I have an amazing Father that will pick me up again and again. I want everything this life has to offer me, everything that God has in store for me.

I'm so excited for this adventure i'm on. It's going to be amazing. Just to see where God will take me and what all I will do in my life and in the lives of my friends and family. I just keep realizing over and over again how imperfect i am. How I truly need God because without Him my life would fall to pieces.

I just keep falling

Stumbling over my own selfish ways

Trying to get to know you

But failing in every way

I just keep coming back to you though

Cause without you i would have nowhere to go

And you always pick me up right then

Tell me to start again

I'm just a broken foolish person 

But you tell me that you love me beyond rhyme or reason

Your always there and never leave

Even when my heart is running 

You see through my masks and facades 

You know who I am and who You've made

Bestow in me Your worth and Your ways

Even though I am unworthy of Your love

I give You praise 

I want to love you 

And with my life adore you

Forgive me when I fail 

Take me back again if you will

I can't live without You

I'm not me without you